MONDAY- Went to school, in our drama lesson i felt so bad that i had to leave the room. My brain was smashing against my skull, while my ears were blocked and my eyes glazed over. In short, i felt fab. Monday night was the worst. You know when people say to you, "Yeah, like i had like legit no sleep last night" well i actually had no sleep on Monday night. My mum was a god, she came in every hour to check up on me, give me medicine, sleep on my floor while i was retching my stomach out, and just be there for me. God i love her to bits.
TUESDAY- Doctor time, mum was at a job interview and dad took me to the doctors. Doctor Rachael said i had the flu, as she checked out my glands. Any friends that read this next bit will be like... TRUST, because i fainted once again in the doctors office. She then told me that i couldn't fly down to the national skiing/snowboarding championships the next day. So yea, i miss out on my snowboarding race!
WEDNESDAY- Thank god my parents paid for travel insurance on my flights because we got out money back for the flights. Basically i stayed home the whole day. I was so incredibly bored that i couldn't enjoy anything, including computer or watching TV which i usually looovveee.
THURSDAY- Time to drive the 8.5 hour drive down to the Victorian snowfields - Falls Creek - Dad was the driver, and i sat in the backseat coughing, spluttering and sneezing the whole way down. How i was going to compete in the moguls race the next day, i have no idea.
FRIDAY - Waking up with my eyes glued shut at six am is always fun. Got dressed, carried my skis to the lift, collected my bib to find my boots don't fit into my skis. I have to hobble over to the ski shop to get that fixed... I'm already late, great start. Feeling queazy i trek it over to the racecourse, and the heavens decide to have a tantrum and snow starts to spit out of the clouds in huge gusts of wind. Wooooo! I go to the top of the course inspection and find my favorite year 8 friend from Cranbrook, George. I felt so bad, so i was just blabbering on to him how sick i felt, shit blah blah bull etc. I saw my team mate Ke$h and Sas, but i was too weak to call out to them. So its my turn to go. My legs wont move. I try, i fail. I slide down the course and pass out. Waking up in the middle of a snowstorm with no one to help me is so disconcerting and disorientating, i cannot describe how terrified i was. George comes to the rescue and finds ski patrol. They put me on oxygen and skidoo me to the medical centre and the doctor says i had a secondary infection, and that i had a panic attack on the course, which explains my fainting.
SATURDAY- Time to drive back home. 8.5 hours. To make this so much worse, i got carsick on the Falls Creek road. But i got through it and we arrived home. FINALLY.
SUNDAY- I felt so much better on Sunday. I was meant to see my boyfriend Aaron then, at about 12ish. So i got dressed and was so excited to see him. Then i receive a text saying that he couldn't meet up. Ok that was bad, but that meant i could go visit my brother Chris and Annis at their new amazing apartment in the city. Dad drove me there and i was welcomed warmly.. they said they had to collect a few more things from the old apartment. I stayed in their empty apartment for 4 HOURS BY MYSELF ALONE, SCARED AND SICK. I had a temperature and i felt so bad. It was horrible. I come back home, feeling like this week couldn't get any worse, and i got a text. It was from Aaron, basically saying how he doesn't think the relationship isn't working and he wanted to see me the next day to break up with me. My heart dropped and i just stared at the phone for a couple of minutes, not really believing what was happening. i got really upset, give me a break, i was sick, tired and overwhelmed. I had my time to cry and talk to the people who mean the world to me. After my tears i managed to get everything into perspective, its really not the worst thing to happen, so GET OVER IT. I can understand why, because if the situation and everything, if im mature about everything i can still keep my composure and work out a good way to deal with it all. Those phone calls with my friends were the most amazing things ever. My girlfriends like Millie, Christina and Holiday were amazing because they were there for me. Then those conversations with my guy friends who basically told me to get over it was such a relief, thanks Sam and Angus :) love you to bits.
MONDAY- I thought it was going to be hard, just thinking about what was going to happen that afternoon, but i was actually fine. A certain teacher made things worse though. So im still feeling shit because im still really sick, but i came to school to do our drama performance, i end up getting in trouble for being sick by the teacher. Im really not trying to have a little bitch about her, but she can be absolutely horrible to people, i don't get why she wants to make people so upset! But thats not the point... I met up with Aaron at about 330pm after school on the island. The breakup was almost mutual in the end. We got it over with in the first few minutes, then we decided to stay friends. I know that that hardly ever works but i actually think it will because we were both just really mature about the whole thing. We ended up talking for the next half hour about nothing and everything, it was actually nice, and i think that because we were friends before, it will be easy to stay friends :) obviously im really upset, but ill get over it. Like i always do :) Jem came over on Monday after she heard what happened and came round with a bunch of beautiful flowers. That just meant so much to me, i am so lucky to have friends like that.
So not the best week ever, But ill always remember what Jackie and i discussed after my breakup with Jayden last year... Life is absolutely full of ups and downs, now i have all my "downs " out of the way im ready for all my amazing "ups" haha :)