Ok, obviously I havent written here for a while, but im going to try and start this up again. Many things have happened, and some of those things, I cant bring myself to talk about at this moment. I just need to give it time, then I will write about it when I feel ready. Kidding, I need to write about it here or else nothing will make sence so that would be absolutely pointless. My mind is scrambled so im sorry if thats making this post confusing, I think that my mind is scrambled because my computer is upside-down. Im not kidding, its completely in the wrong direction and its confusing me and i want to punch it, but if i punched it i would hurt my hand and break the computer. BUT ITS ALREADY FUCKING BROKEN BECAUSE IT IS FUCKING UPSIDE DOWN. Ok. My neck hurts from turning it into an uncomfortable position so that i can read what i have written so far, which is actually retarded. I am retarded i swear.
Im starting again. Hello. I am still in Belgium. I am leaving in 4 days to France maybe... Ill get to that later on. Many Many things have happened. My Grandma died last weekend. I dont think I can bring myself to write about that yet, because its just really upsetting for me at this moment. Im going to try and focus on the positive things, just like she would have wanted. I think ill start a new post, because this one, well doesnt make sense. I will write a lot about grandma when I am ready, but not just this yet.